Well... is it too late to un-do the choice you made?

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

also i am in deeply in spooky occult stuff

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I'm sorry you are having a rough go... A close relative of mine is a trans woman and I see what she has had to go through. Often scared for her life because there are violent, bigoted people who take every chance they get t challenge her right to exist and just... Live her life. Breaks my heart. O

it's very rough for us....

thing I know for certain, I don't think she would be around today if she h gone this route. This can be a shit world sometimes.

yeah this world is quite bad

Hang in there, I'm rooting for you.

thanks mate

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Big hugs mary <3

I don't know if I can offer any truly meaningful advice, but I hope you can find your way and live authentically. The world is a brighter place for having you in it. :)

Cheers,
RetroSwim

ooof i feel this hard

thank you! i now genuinely am

Strangely enough it turns out i am a angel.
(i am not having symptoms of my mental illness[mania, psychosis, or depression])

When i am sound of mind i feel wings on my upper back..
like an energy projection. it's a strange sensation honestly.

also my head is radiating a lot xD

my life has been fully 180" since that post from me
My loneliness is gone and i feel safe.
Mental illness whats that? i am not having a scrambled mind but a clear one.


Craziest month ever
I am now deep in the occult...

I HAVE SEEN/FELT/SENSED/HEARD SOME SPOOKY STUFF, MATES!

had to get this off of my chest too xD

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mary4 wrote to Gamgee <=-

Well... is it too late to un-do the choice you made?

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better
about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

also i am in deeply in spooky occult stuff

Wonderful.


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yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

IIRC, the message you originally responded to wasn't a happy one. Glad
that mary4 is feeling better about themself.



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Mike Powell wrote to Gamgee <=-

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

IIRC, the message you originally responded to wasn't a happy one. Glad that mary4 is feeling better about themself.

Yep, and yep. ;-)



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my life has been fully 180" since that post from me My loneliness
is gone and i feel safe. Mental illness whats that?

Glad to hear it!! :)

Cheers,
RetroSwim

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